Situations in my life that I currently am trying to metabolize

I was trying to come up with situations in my life that I am currently trying to metabolize. I really couldn’t think of just one thing. My mind has been a mess lately, trying to deal with my fallen computer, work frustrations and some personal writing deadlines that I have pushed to the wayside. In desperation to gain some focus, I did a list of things that are possible situations that I can focus on and am or should or will deal with.

Buying a camera… Which leads to actually purchasing it before I change my mind once again on what camera I want. I have to motivate the non-motivation I’m dealing with to order the camera. It would be as simple as going online and ordering it. The change needed would be to just do it and accept the fact that I made the right choice in cameras.

Writing in my journal… Sometimes it’s a struggle. I have nothing to write about. Nor do I want to write about anything that needs to be written. I just need to write. And that’s what I’m doing.

Zombie script for Dale… Its all in my head, I just need to focus, settle down, and get it from my head, down to my fingertips, and onto the keyboard for display on my monitor. I have to get my brain synapses firing!

I guess now all the three things I’m trying to metabolize are actually happening or have already happened. In the process of coming up with this situations, I have promised myself that I will order the camera this evening. As I contemplated writing in my journal about these things I finished a short Zombie script for Dale and emailed it to him. Which left me with one more thing – writing in my journal and as you can see, here it is.

So there you have it - three hundred fifty + words in ten minutes on situations in life that I currently am trying to metabolize.

And yet I still think the word metabolize is misused in this whole entry. But that’s just me.

I’m going to have a Numero Uno Calzone for lunch today. At least I think I am. I mean, I could change my mind and eat Split Pea Soup and Orange Sesame Chicken. But I doubt it.